Friday, June 3, 2011

Strange days are here again

When I meant mama wendy . I knew that we know each other for rest of our lives. I got some sad news today. She has a mass in her chest. 6 weeks from now she gotta take xrays again To see if it's growing I am beside myself With sadness. She's a mother to a 5 year old daughter named hope. Whose father has already died.
That means of hope maybe an orphan by the Time she is 6.
We have known each other For 13 years. She is the strongest person I know. She has been beat down. Starved. Stabbed and mutilated. She lost 200 pounds. And had the baby no 1 ever thought she would. She's a survivor Ok homelessness 6 times it is an honor and privilege to call her my mother. I feel I have grown so much since I known her. and  brought so much courage to my life. she is permanently disabled. has only 10 percent hearing in 1 ear.
We have had our differences
I am not agreed with all her moves to other states...... but ultimately I thought we would live near each other again!!!!

Monday, May 2, 2011


we are back in each other arms and never again apart
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Thursday, April 21, 2011

The turning point. in my life

i have been better. i just have gone through some shit in the last few hours like 48 that was changed my life for ever. Had a dream job (a semi-truck driver) then realized I could not preform an essential part of the job, sleep in the back of the truck while it is moving.
my husband and i were going to do it together he is still out with his trainer!! he is some where between here (MD) and st Louis mo where he met his trainer. so frustrated and just grr !!!!

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

DMV

Today we go to get our ia license, we take the combination test. Brian has to take air and general knowledge .......


Monday, December 27, 2010

Missing some one you love

We have been married for 5 months and Brian has almost non-stop scene then. This certainly not how we intended on being our lives together. I am very glad he can is able and is currently supporting our family unit. along with paying child support. I just get so damn lonely sometimes with out him here by my side. he is certainly not disconnected we Chirp a million times a night...... just wish he was here sitting with me. instead of on the wheel of a cab.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

don't ask, don't tell repeal

Today is a monumental moment, but please remember that "don't ask, don't tell" repeal is just one step in a much larger movement,
My marriage is still not recognized in 45 states (not even my own), in 31 states gays and lesbians can still be fired from a job or denied housing with no legal recourse. So today we raise a toast "so many miles behind us and so many more still to go".

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