Entry for September 10, 2008 2 days till moving day!!!

hey ppl,
First let me start by saying I-tunes 8 sucks just as much as 7.x did. I was so hopeful too.
2nd, Friday Adam, Robbie And i move in 2 our brand new 1,700 sq ft Row home in Baltimore Friday. (there will be lots of pictures on here and on my website in a few weeks).
3rd The trucker called me this morning wild cuz i have not heard from him in months, He is all healed (well as much healing as u can after falling 22 feet and landing on your head). He is back on the Road amazingly.
Any one reading this want to help me and adam move saturday e-mail me please!!!
that is all i have now for now
love,
sky w.

Entry for August 14, 2008

God, they like to
say, resides in people, not in mountains or stones.

What else is there to say? I have lived 30 on this
planet called earth. I have not seen the need to
blog about turning 30. It was a nice sunny summer
day in MD. The people around me could not fully
understand the life that has packed in to the first
30 years. So much trial and tribulation so much love
and lost and soo much heartache. no calls from my
birth family processed to a even bigger louder silent.
There was my husband Adam(not really sure how to react
at my crying), my best friends art and Robbie assuring
me it was indeed just another day. But from that moment
on i have felt very different. The store online is up
and running innerlightcatalog.com.
The plight for my freedom is closer with us on Monday
looking for a place in the bmore area.

How odd it is that 30 years has gone by in a flash.
When does it start to all slow down? I can remember
sooo much and yet it seems as if it all happened just
yesterday not 5-10-15 years ago.
I remember moments in my life where it all seems
to slow down like having sex on a beach with my
now husband Adam or standing next to my ex best
friend while standing on Hogback mountain in
southern Vermont looking out seeing for 20 miles.
I remember moving in to a 2400 square foot condo
on the beach looking in to the ocean from my
bedroom window...... thinking this is it I have
made it.

I remember while ridding my bike down a Mountain
road hitting a speed of 37 miles an hour
(controlling the out of control).

The car accident that spilt my sternum,
bruised my liver and kidneys, and tour up my
knee...realizing that when I got back on the bike
my knee was never going to be the same again,
selling the bike, walking away from a sport
I loved.

Realized that if dido would not have been playing
on art's radio I would have had nothing to talk
about with him and he never would have enlightened
my life so much.

Meeting some one older named Robbie "just for sex"
and him changing my experience with life death and
the in-between .He introduced me to a life that
was going to be short and sweet so we better live
it up every day. Eating Lobster instead of turkey
for thanksgiving dinner.

Realizing that when u love some one you must set
them free, dealing with the consequence of being
in love with some one that is bisexual and more
in love with him self then any one else.

I worked so hard and so many long hours that
I crashed a bus in to a car filled with kids.
Thanking god that no one was injured and promising
never to work hard that hard again. Waiting for that one moment when u need
everything to come together at the same
time and it does ....

Entry for June 26, 2008

I have just come back from the dollar store where i was looking through stacks of Cd's. all artist no one ever heard of, of course and I began to thing of all the lives, blood, sweat and dreams that went in to making them, Then the crushed dreams when the people on thoughts Cd's did not have "hits." Hits for the radio and i was once again questioning what makes a song in "it" song. And what makes the radio still to this day because of "payola" type deals.


That is the dirty little secret in the music business that no one wants to talk about. How many guys and gals have to sleep there way through the front door of a record company. How many record company's sign these bogus 360 deals. Where now they not only take 90 percent of "album sales" but also ticket and merch sales from bands too.


How many times a band breaks then breaks up because of the stress of making the next "it" song.


Also what happened in the record business in the last 15 years is not do completely to file-sharing but also development of an artist.I understand that it is a business but Imagine for a moment that metallica comes out with "kill'em all" That was not a great selling album well they would never have recorded an album like "ride the lighting" or "the black album". Why the fuck is Elton john not selling 1 million and the flavor of the idol is selling 10 million albums. or that person will be drooped by there label.


So in closing support your local artist and do not fall for the whats top 40 today.

Happy pride Every body,
Adam and I went to both Dc and Baltimore prides with Art and Mikey, Love pride and have posted most of the pics on the site already.
Shit it has been a really long time scents I blogged. I have reconnected with adam and things are great on that front.
I was operating my own sedan service but the contractor i was working for never gave me a day off so i had to leave that. I been lookin for work for a while now.
Still living at arts (with Adam now).
my other best friend robbie is back from West V. and single again.
art is single still,

any one remember Jason (art's ex b/f)"pictures on website" well he is in jail for a long time, he led police on a long police high-speed chase through three county's reaching speed of 90 in a 45.LOL (stupid!!)

Adam and I are starting an online spiritual store More details on that in future blogs......
The website passed 125,000 unique visitors sents june 3rd 2005 that is excellent... that you to all that have visited and contiue too support my efforts.
thats all for now
lots of love,
sky w,

Entry for April 28, 2008

Well hello all,
As most of you know The national day of silence Was on Friday April 25th. Please click on the link for more info.
I have been very active in the community to help prevent bulling, And keep gay youth off the street. In the past I have spoke at schools and youth groups in and around the Boston area in the late 90's and up till 2001. I have maintained my website and charitable contributions for more then 10 years. The The Trevor project Is a charity very close to my heart.

The Trevor Helpline is the only national crisis and suicide prevention helpline for gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender and questioning youth.

The Helpline is a free and confidential service that offers hope and someone to talk to, 24/7. Trained counselors listen and understand without judgment.
1-866-4-U-TREVOR
1-866-488-7386

It is a great charity That is in big need in these tough economical times . Please donate . Because you never know one day it might be your child that is calling the line.

The gen Y is coming closer to equality then I ever thought possible when i came out in 1992 at 14 . But we still have a long way to go to stop the violence Against GLBT youth in schools. Both verbal and physical.

Entry for April 06, 2008

Over the course of my life I Have moved so many times, It is in my blood i so enjoy the feel of the open road, setting up in a new town meeting new People, having new jobs, learning A new town,
I am very ready to once again open my arms and fly, I am going to be 30 and i am probably never going to change after a few months to a few years i get restless. I have been in md this time nearly 3 years.
Next i want to move to a warmer climate the south some where i have already lived in SO. Florida In west palm beach and lake worth, and Also in NC,
Maybe we (me and Adam) could move to las Vegas or Houston TX, maybe just some where in Florida, I just know that i am ready to move now
so far i have lived in:
Massachusetts
Rhode Island
Connecticut
Maryland
Indiana
Illinois
Arkansas
North Carolina
Florida
And Visited:
36 states
so maybe we will head too the west coast like southern Calif
peace out
sky w.

Hey folks, Its Sunday today that means bb9 recap on CBS seems it will get pushed back a few mins/hours do to NCAA mens basketball blah!! I am comp

Hey folks,

Its Sunday today that means bb9 recap on CBS seems it will get pushed back a few mins/hours do to NCAA mens basketball blah!!

I am completely atticted

Entry for March 30, 2008

You know It a curred to me this after noon we are all a bunch of prudes in this country, Sex is not love sex should be relaxed and understand that it means nothing We have come along way sents the myth of WAIT till marriage. Thank goodness, However sex for most means something and it seams most thing that if u have sex mabey u fall deeply in love instead of just saying ok all it is a F*ck no strings attached. love is what matters!! not F*cking!!
so lets F*ck LOL

Entry for March 23, 2008

so much has changed....
First off the CDL school was a complete joke, How is anyone supposed to learn to drive A semi in 2 weeks,
I met a really sweet southern gent Named Eric wayne,
All i got out of the deal is a bill for 5200 dollars, And i am not paying IT!!! call all u want to.

flew back to Maryland on the big bus in the sky (southwest)
Moved in to arts place,
got back with donnie, I made a mistake there
Talked all the time to Eric, He was completing the rest of his training with his carrier Usa truckling
Broke up with donnie he has decided he is going to be a star of stage and screen (i.e. starving artist)
Mikey a person I have known for ten years wanted to "reconnect with me" No chance mikey!!
Adam and I are a team again he is moving to md in mid to late may as of today!!

i got a crappy job at staples and still looking for real work to make real money Even though i am flattered I am making more then at least one of the asst mangers as an assoc. It is 4 bucks less an hour then edibles
The management team at staples are really laid back and cool, there are a lot of other assoc that could easily could get ssi for metal maturity issues

Art is carrying dale once again, That is his son who is 32 yo
today is Christan holiday easter I personally could care less but it would be really hard. All I know is staples is closed so it is a day off. No hoopla and no fan far

Entry for April 25, 2007

Ever have one of thoughts moments where you just go "Something might be missing ??"

well that is how life has been going the last few weeks.

My life seems to be coming together, I have Gary(my lover), I have Edible arrangements(my job), I have my freedom(living in the city), I still have art by my side(my best friend). Yet i still feel a little empty. sort of like i need to be doing something that gives back.

I recently Saw a documentary call Paragraph 175 about the times surrounding WWII for gay in Germany. They all had amazing stories to tell and so many i would like to share with all of you.

I also recently read a story on-line about doing what makes u happy will improve your life and cause u to live longer. And to that i say if we all shared our stories then humility would surely be follow by peace on earth.

I try every day to share my gift with everyone with out even stating what it is. Well here on this very public forum of this blog linked to my web page, I am here to state that is am a psychic. I had my friends tell me that i am crazy until i unexpectedly say to them " some one is here from the other side his/her name is" and then for the next how ever long go in to a trans. I have been told that I name there dead pets or other things that only that person that i am connecting with would connect with.

I am glad that u have gotten to the next paragraph so I am not like that crazy bitch on TV wanting 1 dollar a second. No i have never charged any one for one ever i see it as deceitful for ppl to pay me for this carnal knowledge.

I share my gift with a few completely, Most I will have a aunt or mother come through in an elevator. And it is not like i can say to a person i am seeing for the first and only time "grandma Etta loves your new man." the western culture seems to hold u out a weirdo window for that.

Instead I will say to some one "Lovely clothes u have, u seem to be beaming" and what comes out of their mouth next is "My *** bought them for me" there by affirming what Grandma Etta just said.

Lets just get a few things cleared up about psychics. I can not read your "tea leaves" "Palm" I can not see the future and For the last time I am not a phone i can not call them up like heavens long distance line. The spirits choose when and who to come through too.

No there are not sayonease to contact them like in the movies the ppl that DO that shit want your money not to connect Grannie.

All of my life I have had a connection with the other side. I remember when i was young some one came to me in a dream. He wore a train contuctors hat. He smoked a pipe. He spoke with a very thick accent. He told me to tell my mom that she had a poppie in the the garden. I did not do it at first. he came back again the next night this time he looked right at me. With a hand he touched my chest. It left A warm plesent feeling all over my body. The next morning moring I told my mother about the man in the dream just as he asked i gave her the message.

She began to cry. She told me that man had to have been my great gandfather he was a rail road work for 40 years only his alliang health cuased him to retire and that he died a few years later about 10 years before i was born. This was some thing that i never forgotten. Greatgranpa perry never came to me agian but I am sure that it was becuse of him that I am able to expirance this gift today.