Friday, January 6, 2006

Entry for January 09, 2006 an other month


HELLO ALL,

What if one day u woke up and ever thing u believed about life and everything in it had changed..... Well that did not happen to me today this post is about that day.

I have learned many things scents my last blog, friends are bothforever and forever changing,

That after 7 years friends can rekindle something that both had forgotten, or maybe did not want to remember the raw emotion.

Ok with mikey's permission I post this story.....

On a nice warm December night in west palm beach in 1998. I was invited to a get together a few friends where throwing. I had just moved to the west palm area 3 months really and new very few ppl. I was depressed and really looking for a man. The type of man that takes u off your feet, someone with a warm soul and a warm ass too LOL.Always up for any adventure I said torob lets go!!!

We arrived just after dark and this "party" turnedout to be just agay couple that invited us (Jeremy and we don't remember the b/f's name) me and my friend rob(we were sort of dating in his mind however,he wasHIV Positiveand there for all I wanted was to be friends, he might have been in the mob too but that is another story for another day.) ..... I said to Jeremy the host of the party "where the ppl man and they are like so and so called said he is not coming and so on and so on and blahhh....and I was like o great party man where is the boos. "

So we drank for like an hour or 2..... At this point there is a weird noise out side the Jeremy's b/f goes to check it out. I am just in my beer thinking this is a terrible "party". ..... The his b/f comes in says o it is their friend "moped mike". I did not even bother to look up just was like yeah..... I am looking down and I see a hand in front of me with my eyes I follow that arm up to an arm and then boooooooooooooooooooooooooooom I saw his eyes....

My whole perception of time slowed to a crawl me thinking "omfg look at his eyes" I was like shocked my lighting, he made me qwiver with ever inch my body AND that is saying a lot cuzall the time I am just like "o look new ppl".

I am not sure of my first word to him...... all I know was here is this tanned 6' 145 blonde hair blue eyed bomb shell like out of a Euro porn standing in front of me. It took my breath away like when u see a guys head get cut off in a slasher film. He was wherein a cowboy hat, cowboy boots flannel shirt and smelled awesome (gravity cologne). He was wearing sexy coke bottle glasses. He looked so sexy I new I Had to get with him, to be with him, to be in him, I felt like an animal inside.

I was cool about it for the most part I shook his hand I sat back on the couch. And plotted my next move,after drinking a while Jeremy and is b/f began to fight. Over some damn thing. It actual offered the perfect opportunity for me to say to mike and (supposed b/f) rob to go back to the place rob and I were living to get away from the drama.

Some how another guy came with us he was mid to late 50's his name was jayhe worked at circle k therefor everyone called him "circle j". So anyway the 4 of us pile in to rob’s crapy car and drive 20 mins toour place.

We get there and we are all listing to music and chilling and rob says "we need more beer" (you can buy beer at any circle k at 3 am in west palm). To my self I am like yessssss he is my opportunity to get to know mike better.... I tell him great I need to stay behind cuz I feel sick, he just looked at mike and mike said o I think I am going to stay to make sure he is going to be ok. So there we are circle j me and mike..... We have 10 to 15 mins tops and I DO NOT WANT CIRCLE K AT ALL!! So I just forget as ifj is in the room, I say to mike u are really hot he blushes, I know I am in then!!!

Did I mention I am really wasted at this point? So I say to mike "what are u packing" I start rubbing his package and he does what I find to be the fucking hottes thing he pulls the head out over his jeans. So with out ever thinking I am going to get a second chance I just go down on what I can get ....... it was so sweet so hot and he was so cute..... Why wouldn't I???

It was maybe a min in to it and freekin hear the door close I freak out bold across the room and just that time rob walks in with the beer not knowing anything has happened....LOL (AND for the record I don't think he ever did)

So robs come back We stay up talking and drinking till late, late I retire to the bedroom I fall asleep Around 5 am sun isjust risingand mikey is passed out on the couch ...... We all wake about 2 pm. Mikey has to be at work at 3 so rob rushes me out to get his moped that is still at Jeremy's house.......... As he leaves he gives me a huge hugg and a kiss on the cheak and he says "I will see you soon" I sware I melted in a pool on the floor.....

I talked to him ever chance i could I had to hide it from rob but that was not that hard he was not the sharpest bulb on the tree

3 weeks to the day. On new years day 1999 I went to a pay phone at the end of the block called mikey and said "mikey......I want to be with you"

his response was "so do I"

We talked about how hard the last 3 weeks been on each other and how much the other wanted to say that Then he asked his mom to come pick me up.

I new that if i went back to get anything it was going to be bad ass fight and I have a hott temper and was still on probation at the time. so instead i said "fuck it is all matarial possestions". left ever thing at robs and got in to the car with mikey and his mom and drove off.............

ok so that is my mikey story part 1, I Was well aware this was the begining of some thing special but I never imagined that after this long we would still have the same spark ever time are eyes meet...........

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